It's Ending..

Goodbyes are awful; beautiful at times, yet awful.

My hall said goodbye tonight to one of our favorite members. She's leaving school early because she gets to visit her birth family...for the first time...on her birthday. We hugged, laughed, ate cake and ice cream, sang, and waved goodbye as she drove away.
And the realization set in:soon we'll all say goodbye
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I've only been at CBU for a semester, but I have developed many beautiful, kindred friendships with the girls here. I didn't expect to love CBU the way I do. It's going to be hard leaving this place to go to a community college.

However, the reason I loved this place so much is because it's where God wanted me,and I know He now wants me at home, working and going to Butte. God's will is amazing.

Finals are kicking in. But instead of being stressed, I'm at an unfocused, bored, yet having many things to do stage. I'm on unfocused because...I'm Susie. Bored, because my boyfriend left. And have many things to do..because...finals.

I've noticed note cards do amazing things. Papers are fun to write. Tests are enjoyable after they're aced. And, being absurd with the roomate lightens my heart.

I have loved my first semester of college, but I am so excited to see what God's purpose is for me in the next semesters.

And finally, when all else fails, talk to a spoon.